I'm wonderting why?

too of the monsters comes out at night

why do we sleep where we want to hide?

why don't we fight with them like all the enemies that we fight with?

why do we leave and get unarmed like we don't mind if they fuck up our life?

death...

thinking about death is always in my head

it makes me experience the rollercosters of emotions...

happiness...scariness...sadness...surpriseness...dreadfulness

all this feelings driving me crazy..

and still I'm wondering why?